Haven't had any chocolate since mon night, when work stress got to me again & I binged. Sigh.
My BMI is 29.7 only .3 away from obese!! :( I tried to take some starting weight pics but the lighting is terrible and my mirror isn't quite big enough. I guess I could borrow walmart's fitting rooms but I don't want to drive way out there just for that. If I go see R at his work then I will already be out near walmart fri night. I doubt I'll lose much in 3 days.
I am slowly restricting. After months of overeating I gotta go slow. This week's rule is simply No Chocolate. I am addicted to chocolate. I must be. Because I can't have just one piece to "quell the cravings". The more I eat the more I crave more more more. So I can't have any at all. Yesterday I had a massive salad that used up the rest of the iceburg lettuce and tomatoes and shredded chicken. It filled me up for nearly 7 hours. I also had a few Tootsie rolls. Not technically chocolate but they shut the craving up. Also a Chobani.
Today I massively overslept. Time to hook up the Sonic Bomb alarm again. I'll just have to plug my heated mattress pad across the room. The cord should be long enough. My room is small. Gonna suck not being able to adjust the heat while still in bed though. But I need the Sonic Bomb's bedshaker unit under my mattress. Cuz audio alarms have to be deafening and I want to keep my hearing ^_^
Thus far today I've had 2 eggs, baby carrots, oscar mayer liver sausage (Mom called it gooseliver when I was little and the nickname stuck) and some Green Goodness.. need to finish that Green Goodness up. Maybe I shouldn't buy it in the biggest jug? I just need to have some everyday. But even everyday...what about my other Bolthouse Farms yummies? Ok maybe get the big Green Goodness jug only every other week or even every 3rd week. Or something like that. Cuz I also want my C-Boost and Chocolate Protein Plus & I'm gonna try a new flavor...Vanilla Chai. Empty C-Boost bottles also make great water bottles ^_^ yum.
I finally have liter bottles! Kroger sells carbonated flavored water and they're 1 liter bottles! Whoohooo! Becuae I want to reserve my blenderbottles for protein shakes. So I can use my 0cal water flavorings with these liter bottles instead of blenderbottles. Cuz the flavors are too strong for less than 20oz.
And I think I mentioned these before because I'm putting 2 refilled liter bottles in my Panic Stash.
Obama getting reelected does have me feeling a bit more hopeful but if I'm still awake at like 3am then I start freaking out again. Somethinng about the dark & quiet that puts scary thoughts in my head. I guess because by 3am it's been dark for awhile and the stone age part of the brain is going "why can't I sleep now" and starts inventing crazy scarey scenarios and there's nothing to distract me. I need to be asleep by 2am at least. And get up early enough to have more than 3 hours of daylight. Ugh it's only 5:30 and the sun has nearly set. It feels like 9pm and it's not even 6.
Ok I need to do something productive. Tonight is diner night w the fam so not eating again til then. No snacking! Need to wash some dishes and hunt down my gym stuff & my winter waterproof overpants. And my pretty winter coat and my thick bedspread/blanket. And where the hell are all my gloves?
It's stuff like this that I hate myself over. I have no organization whatsoever and it's so frustrating. I keep trying & failing. Trying&failing. Losing weight is easier for me than being organized is. Ugh.
And finding some weird pink marks on the potbelly's underside is just more piled on. Thy look like a belt pushed into my skin for days or like the lines made back when I had those potential skin cancers taken out. But I've had no surgeries and haven't worn a belt in a month. The marks used to be a bit more purpleish and are now more pink. Stretch marks? Great. Cue Epic Freakout.
Sidenote: I think my digestive system isn't used to eggs. I feel vaguely weird. Like last day period light cramping but I shouldn't be having those. Or too much liver. That could do it too.
I am so just babbling now. I go away now.
Wednesday, November 14, 2012
Sunday, November 11, 2012
i should be happy...
And I kinda am. But this new development also just reminds me what an ass daddie dearest is.
My dear Bro has found a girl. And they really get on well. Even I am hoping that they'll marry and give me nieces & nephews to spoil rotten.
But guess what.... daddie dearest asked Bro if Bro would like to give Mom's old ring to his girl as engagement ring. Supposedly daddie dearest "just found" my Mom's ring in all his oodles of (stolen) stuff. Riiiiiight.
But at least now we know he has it. And ofc Bro said he'd love to give Mom's ring to Girlfriend. Mom's thrilled about it. But ofc daddie dearest hasn't given the ring up yet. Bro isn't engaged yet. But given that he's already done some verbal slips like calling her "wife" and mentioning marriage without saying "hypothetically" first.
So here's hoping.... hoping Bro gets the girl *and* the ring.
I think that's all for right now.
My dear Bro has found a girl. And they really get on well. Even I am hoping that they'll marry and give me nieces & nephews to spoil rotten.
But guess what.... daddie dearest asked Bro if Bro would like to give Mom's old ring to his girl as engagement ring. Supposedly daddie dearest "just found" my Mom's ring in all his oodles of (stolen) stuff. Riiiiiight.
But at least now we know he has it. And ofc Bro said he'd love to give Mom's ring to Girlfriend. Mom's thrilled about it. But ofc daddie dearest hasn't given the ring up yet. Bro isn't engaged yet. But given that he's already done some verbal slips like calling her "wife" and mentioning marriage without saying "hypothetically" first.
So here's hoping.... hoping Bro gets the girl *and* the ring.
I think that's all for right now.
Friday, November 9, 2012
there's more?!
There is a full bigass jar of. Stew still unopened behind the half-jar I'm been eating from. And the half-jar was the 2nd jar! So Mom brought home 3 big jars! These things look like they hold 2 gallons each! And there's still 2 chobanis I gotta eat up before they go bad (the others are dated the 27th) and the Green Goodness and a few smaller Bolthouse Farms smoothies and oh crap the eggs.... I've been so busy eating the stew I forgot about everything else I had in the fridge! And in addition to the stew Mom also brought home shredded chicken and oyster crackers and grapes (nearly gone) and. Salad. And also pumpkin spice cupcakes (so nom) and Edwards Singles chocolate brownie a la mode and candy candy candy! I did stuff the freezer with my Green Giant veggie meals tho... turns out that lovely $1 price tag was a sale that ends tomorrow, so I stuffed my freezer with as much as it could hold. After tomorrow they go back to 2.39 each. So back to my cup a soups with egg. The bagged frozen veggies don't have the same variety as the Green Giant steam-in-the-bag things. Oh well.
And I got baby carrotes and bologna and oscar meyer liver sausage and pumpernickel bread to put it on.
Too much food in this house. When the stew is gone I just might do a brief fast. My weight is climbing. I can feel it and see it. This is not good. My arches hurt. I think I'm getting heel spurs... or I already have them. Too much weight on this small-boned frame. I hope to begin my weightloss race tues, when the bleeding should be completely over. Good news is I have 4 old bc packs.... bad news is my weight has climbed to where I need to drop 50lbs in that 4 month span. Ugh.
I have a heartwarming story tho.
My fave manager (everyone's fave actually) is as big a sneaker freak as Samantha Ronson. She has a LOT of shoes. And she get's bought sneakers as gifts. Well someone, her mom I think, bought her some sneakers and she doesn't like the color scheme. So she asked me my shoe size and it's same as hers so she gave me the sneakers!!!
This is such a big deal. I haven't had quality shoes in over 12 years. My walking shoes are 14 years old. I bought some cheapie dress shoes a few years ago. Everything else is hand medowns. My work shoes are 3 yrs old and were a charity gift to my Mom, who couldn't wear them. I've been stuffing bubble wrap in my work shoes for months. Cheap shoes!
The shoes sweet manager gave me are not cheap. They're like $70 or something. I'm on cloud 9. If I ever get rich & famous she's sooooooo on my list of peeps to spoil a bit! These shoes are comfy even before they're broken in. They cup my heel spurs & push up my fallen arches. Must protect them!
Back when I was a kid I saw daddie dearest have these rubber bootie things that he put *over* his shoes. I want some of those to walk to work in. To protect these kickass new shoes from mud and etc. Anyone know what I'm talking about? Any idea where these rubber bootie things are? If they're even made?
And I got baby carrotes and bologna and oscar meyer liver sausage and pumpernickel bread to put it on.
Too much food in this house. When the stew is gone I just might do a brief fast. My weight is climbing. I can feel it and see it. This is not good. My arches hurt. I think I'm getting heel spurs... or I already have them. Too much weight on this small-boned frame. I hope to begin my weightloss race tues, when the bleeding should be completely over. Good news is I have 4 old bc packs.... bad news is my weight has climbed to where I need to drop 50lbs in that 4 month span. Ugh.
I have a heartwarming story tho.
My fave manager (everyone's fave actually) is as big a sneaker freak as Samantha Ronson. She has a LOT of shoes. And she get's bought sneakers as gifts. Well someone, her mom I think, bought her some sneakers and she doesn't like the color scheme. So she asked me my shoe size and it's same as hers so she gave me the sneakers!!!
This is such a big deal. I haven't had quality shoes in over 12 years. My walking shoes are 14 years old. I bought some cheapie dress shoes a few years ago. Everything else is hand medowns. My work shoes are 3 yrs old and were a charity gift to my Mom, who couldn't wear them. I've been stuffing bubble wrap in my work shoes for months. Cheap shoes!
The shoes sweet manager gave me are not cheap. They're like $70 or something. I'm on cloud 9. If I ever get rich & famous she's sooooooo on my list of peeps to spoil a bit! These shoes are comfy even before they're broken in. They cup my heel spurs & push up my fallen arches. Must protect them!
Back when I was a kid I saw daddie dearest have these rubber bootie things that he put *over* his shoes. I want some of those to walk to work in. To protect these kickass new shoes from mud and etc. Anyone know what I'm talking about? Any idea where these rubber bootie things are? If they're even made?
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
feck.
Early Monday morning, shortly before I had to go work, the womanlies hit. At least it wasn't a heavy month. Still tiring though, so work was even less fun than usual.
And ofc I wanted to sleep all day tues but I was good and voted instead.
Then I went to Kroger and got some junk. And eating junk in addition to the stew. At least the stew is healthy.
Also started building a Panic Stash. Even tho I read the wikipedia list of apocalypse predictions Peri gave me and yea there's been a lot, a science/history channel is running some 2012 special on repeat. And it gathers predictions from different religions including Druidism (seems Merlin was from that) and the Mayan and Bible and even some computer program and a Chinese thing that predicted the World Wars? Anyway I'm freaking out again. So I started a small collection of protein bars and energy bars and beef sticks. I also found 1 liter sized bottled water but it's flavored and carbonated so I'm gonna drink the stuff & refill w plain water and then put the bottles in the Panic Stash. I. Need to find an Army Surplus and get those strange yet tastyrations I had back during Y2K (yea I was a bit. Freaked back then too, go ahead and laugh).
The rations are tasty to me. Like a slightly lemony pound cake that got freeze dried or something. So if the world doesn't end, I'll still enjoy eating the Stash.
Must hunt down new phone battery though. Phone works great if it's plugged in but if I lose power.... yea. I have a solar cellphone charger but between the winter daylight and charging thru a window (no way am I putting it outside) I'll only get a charge every 3 or 4 days.
Ofc it's possible I'm freaking out over nothing. For some reason end of the world predictions are freakier to me at the end of the year. The May 2012 thing didn't frighten me at all. Whatever happens I just hope we can stay in our house. My pets will be safe and I'll have my whole Panic Stash.
Really don't want to work on those days. I have nightmares in general about being forced to work during storms. Work's official policy is they don't even close if the power goes out. They just do everything on paper. Gotta calculate the tax by hand and write down credit card #s etc etc and put it thru the computer after power comes back. Is a Level 3 snow emergency the serious one? Would a drugstore be allowed to be open? What sort of conditions need to exist before they couldn't make me go in? A sheet of ice over my doors? Ugh. I should look that up. Getting Presumptions R Us in trouble could be fun.
I need sleep.
And ofc I wanted to sleep all day tues but I was good and voted instead.
Then I went to Kroger and got some junk. And eating junk in addition to the stew. At least the stew is healthy.
Also started building a Panic Stash. Even tho I read the wikipedia list of apocalypse predictions Peri gave me and yea there's been a lot, a science/history channel is running some 2012 special on repeat. And it gathers predictions from different religions including Druidism (seems Merlin was from that) and the Mayan and Bible and even some computer program and a Chinese thing that predicted the World Wars? Anyway I'm freaking out again. So I started a small collection of protein bars and energy bars and beef sticks. I also found 1 liter sized bottled water but it's flavored and carbonated so I'm gonna drink the stuff & refill w plain water and then put the bottles in the Panic Stash. I. Need to find an Army Surplus and get those strange yet tastyrations I had back during Y2K (yea I was a bit. Freaked back then too, go ahead and laugh).
The rations are tasty to me. Like a slightly lemony pound cake that got freeze dried or something. So if the world doesn't end, I'll still enjoy eating the Stash.
Must hunt down new phone battery though. Phone works great if it's plugged in but if I lose power.... yea. I have a solar cellphone charger but between the winter daylight and charging thru a window (no way am I putting it outside) I'll only get a charge every 3 or 4 days.
Ofc it's possible I'm freaking out over nothing. For some reason end of the world predictions are freakier to me at the end of the year. The May 2012 thing didn't frighten me at all. Whatever happens I just hope we can stay in our house. My pets will be safe and I'll have my whole Panic Stash.
Really don't want to work on those days. I have nightmares in general about being forced to work during storms. Work's official policy is they don't even close if the power goes out. They just do everything on paper. Gotta calculate the tax by hand and write down credit card #s etc etc and put it thru the computer after power comes back. Is a Level 3 snow emergency the serious one? Would a drugstore be allowed to be open? What sort of conditions need to exist before they couldn't make me go in? A sheet of ice over my doors? Ugh. I should look that up. Getting Presumptions R Us in trouble could be fun.
I need sleep.
Monday, November 5, 2012
what a glitch
Oh dear...got home from work tonight (technically yesterday as it's 2am now) and found that. Mom had brought home 2 big jars of a glorious stew made by the talented cook at her church. This lady is famous locally for her cooking. This stew is corn and beef and carrots and peas and beans crammed into a beef broth. It's thick. It doesn't pour into my bowl, it plops into my bowl. Can't let this nommy stew go to waste. Hope Mom eats her share!
So I'm not sure what to do here. No idea how many calories are in this yummy stew. Maybe do a 2 hour eating window each day until the stew is gone? The Fast-5 people do something similar, only their window is 5 hours long. And fast the remaining 22 hours? And stay out of the damn Halloween candy!! Have a Chobani for dessert. Damn! *slaps self*
I also have about 3/4 a carton of eggs I need to eat up. This week's Kroger visit will be smaller than usual.
The Fast-5 peeps aren't really about weight loss. Though weight loss does sometimes happen. But Fast-5 is more about keeping base insulin levels from going wacky. By fasting for 19 hours at a time the body has a chance to fully digest and then dip into fat stores and let insulin fall to fasting levels. Then 5 consecutive hours are the eating window, and you just eat until satisfied, as often as you want within that window. It's almost exactly what I did last year during the holidays. I'm happy to see that a lot of people like that eating pattern. I find that eating pattern to feel very natural even tho it doesn't usually leadc to weight loss for me.
Ok...gonna try like hell to not eat til after 8pm when I get home from work. But I'll take a little Slim Jim mini stick to work just in case.
And stay out of the candy!!!
So I'm not sure what to do here. No idea how many calories are in this yummy stew. Maybe do a 2 hour eating window each day until the stew is gone? The Fast-5 people do something similar, only their window is 5 hours long. And fast the remaining 22 hours? And stay out of the damn Halloween candy!! Have a Chobani for dessert. Damn! *slaps self*
I also have about 3/4 a carton of eggs I need to eat up. This week's Kroger visit will be smaller than usual.
The Fast-5 peeps aren't really about weight loss. Though weight loss does sometimes happen. But Fast-5 is more about keeping base insulin levels from going wacky. By fasting for 19 hours at a time the body has a chance to fully digest and then dip into fat stores and let insulin fall to fasting levels. Then 5 consecutive hours are the eating window, and you just eat until satisfied, as often as you want within that window. It's almost exactly what I did last year during the holidays. I'm happy to see that a lot of people like that eating pattern. I find that eating pattern to feel very natural even tho it doesn't usually leadc to weight loss for me.
Ok...gonna try like hell to not eat til after 8pm when I get home from work. But I'll take a little Slim Jim mini stick to work just in case.
And stay out of the candy!!!
Sunday, November 4, 2012
bad Honor!
This "restricting til Thanksgiving" would go a lot better if i'd actually restrict.
Ugh.... ALL I have to do is keep my mitts out of the Halloween candy pail!!
Yet I fail.
Breakfast/lunch today was a deviled ham sandwich spread on multigrain french bread that I found shortdated for 99 cents. I ate slowly but until I was quite full. Dinner was one of my Green Giant steamed veggie dishes. It was very yum. And a few. Mini bananas at various points. Had I added some milk and then stopped it would have been ok. But nooooo I got into the candy. Ugh.
Well the sugar crash knocked me out so here I am awake at 4am. I mixed up my protein shake and it's slowly dissolving in the fridge. Hope it's done by 11. I'll just have water thru work, unless I take leftover protein shake, and dinner will be another Green Giant veggie dish. And also milk and mini banana and Chobani and all the Bolthouse Farms Green Goodness I can guzzle. If I'm still hungry. Just stay out of the candy!
Ungh... my stomach is so mad at mee right now.
Also the taste of the mini bananas has changed. I guess as it gets colder they're coming from farther south. It may be time to say byebye to fresh fruitforthe winter.
And these capchas are driving me crazy. Why is the number part so blurry? I give up!
Ugh.... ALL I have to do is keep my mitts out of the Halloween candy pail!!
Yet I fail.
Breakfast/lunch today was a deviled ham sandwich spread on multigrain french bread that I found shortdated for 99 cents. I ate slowly but until I was quite full. Dinner was one of my Green Giant steamed veggie dishes. It was very yum. And a few. Mini bananas at various points. Had I added some milk and then stopped it would have been ok. But nooooo I got into the candy. Ugh.
Well the sugar crash knocked me out so here I am awake at 4am. I mixed up my protein shake and it's slowly dissolving in the fridge. Hope it's done by 11. I'll just have water thru work, unless I take leftover protein shake, and dinner will be another Green Giant veggie dish. And also milk and mini banana and Chobani and all the Bolthouse Farms Green Goodness I can guzzle. If I'm still hungry. Just stay out of the candy!
Ungh... my stomach is so mad at mee right now.
Also the taste of the mini bananas has changed. I guess as it gets colder they're coming from farther south. It may be time to say byebye to fresh fruitforthe winter.
And these capchas are driving me crazy. Why is the number part so blurry? I give up!
Friday, November 2, 2012
needs title...
I've been reading Regzig again.
When I went downstairs today my knees and ankles clicked the whole time.. my joints hurt. My back hurts. My fatness is not just about looks. So there's no need to worry about me losing weight that I don't need to lose ^_^ I very much need to lose it.
Anywa so I've been reading Regzig again and her great 34 day fast. I wasn't around when she did it so all I have of her plan is what I glean from her blog, but it must have been strict. Not even she could finish it. So there's no way I could. Do you think the ABC diet was inspired by those who saw her plan on her fb group? Anyway...
So there's no way I could do a plan that strict but I am attracted by the idea of having some sort of plan. Been mulling over a sort of "restricting til Thanksgiving" kind of idea. Cuz I'm not gonna deny any of Mom's good cooking. The only time she really cooks is holidays. But I also want to drop a few lbs.
Coming up with ideas isn't easy. I need to be seen eating, get enough nutrition, and have it be easy enough to follow on work days when my willpower is shot. I also need to group my drivving cuz my dear ancient car doesn't like being turned on just for short trips. I walk to & from work all the time now. In fact if it takes less than @ 20mins to walk there then I walk. And sometimes longer. I take over an hour to walk too campus. But I do take bus fare in case it gets dark or I get too tired to walk home.
Anyway so....there's a lot of variables. The weekly confab at that diner too. Oh but while wandering Kroger the other night I found some microwave-steamable veggies in single serve packs (ok more like 1 1/2 servings for whole box) and they were the same price as my usual tvv dinners. So for same price I went much healthier and lower cal! Score! And I also found these adorable baby bananas. They're twice the cost of normal bananas but I don't care. Usually I'm tired of banana taste after just half a banana. So these little finger sized bananas are perfect for me. Many days my breakfast will be a yogurt and a baby banana. So yum and so sub-200 too. Most of thosecalories are from my yummy Chobani yogurts, but they tend to have like 14g of protein so yea.
I just keep rambling. Gotta get back to the gym. Gotta find my blasted membership card! I'm concerned that if I walk to gym I'll be spotted by coworkers and might get caught on how I didn't enroll this term. I intended to at first, but everyone was busy and once the first 2 weeks of class are over the window is gone. I could drive to the gym if I went on the days i'd be driving anyway. Like maybe I could hit the gym for a few hours before the family dinner at that diner.
And I'm just so much more productive when I'm not eating. Dunno why that is. I'm sure fewer sugar crashes have something to do with it. Maybe while restricting I'll finally start writing again. I've got a comic to make, and maybe someday I'll do the various fanfictions in my head and post those on the comic's website too. I've got an old Legend of Zelda one I started as a teen (or younger? Don't remember) and I've got the small idea for an NCIS fanfic and a shameless Star Trek ffanfic that tries to tie together all the series (except the reboot. Planet Vulcan still exists, damnit!)
And mustn't forget adapting Samantha's songs to my viola and posting them on youtube....assuming I figure out a way to record.... the point is still that I'm more productive when I don't eat tho :p
I'm signing up for my own Kroger card. I feel kinda guilty about it. But it's hard to redeem the points without a physical card, and I don't have one! Mom threw away the ones she didn't need so I have no card unless I borrow hers. Altho judging from the # of points on her card, she doesn't redeem them either. Sigh.
When I went downstairs today my knees and ankles clicked the whole time.. my joints hurt. My back hurts. My fatness is not just about looks. So there's no need to worry about me losing weight that I don't need to lose ^_^ I very much need to lose it.
Anywa so I've been reading Regzig again and her great 34 day fast. I wasn't around when she did it so all I have of her plan is what I glean from her blog, but it must have been strict. Not even she could finish it. So there's no way I could. Do you think the ABC diet was inspired by those who saw her plan on her fb group? Anyway...
So there's no way I could do a plan that strict but I am attracted by the idea of having some sort of plan. Been mulling over a sort of "restricting til Thanksgiving" kind of idea. Cuz I'm not gonna deny any of Mom's good cooking. The only time she really cooks is holidays. But I also want to drop a few lbs.
Coming up with ideas isn't easy. I need to be seen eating, get enough nutrition, and have it be easy enough to follow on work days when my willpower is shot. I also need to group my drivving cuz my dear ancient car doesn't like being turned on just for short trips. I walk to & from work all the time now. In fact if it takes less than @ 20mins to walk there then I walk. And sometimes longer. I take over an hour to walk too campus. But I do take bus fare in case it gets dark or I get too tired to walk home.
Anyway so....there's a lot of variables. The weekly confab at that diner too. Oh but while wandering Kroger the other night I found some microwave-steamable veggies in single serve packs (ok more like 1 1/2 servings for whole box) and they were the same price as my usual tvv dinners. So for same price I went much healthier and lower cal! Score! And I also found these adorable baby bananas. They're twice the cost of normal bananas but I don't care. Usually I'm tired of banana taste after just half a banana. So these little finger sized bananas are perfect for me. Many days my breakfast will be a yogurt and a baby banana. So yum and so sub-200 too. Most of thosecalories are from my yummy Chobani yogurts, but they tend to have like 14g of protein so yea.
I just keep rambling. Gotta get back to the gym. Gotta find my blasted membership card! I'm concerned that if I walk to gym I'll be spotted by coworkers and might get caught on how I didn't enroll this term. I intended to at first, but everyone was busy and once the first 2 weeks of class are over the window is gone. I could drive to the gym if I went on the days i'd be driving anyway. Like maybe I could hit the gym for a few hours before the family dinner at that diner.
And I'm just so much more productive when I'm not eating. Dunno why that is. I'm sure fewer sugar crashes have something to do with it. Maybe while restricting I'll finally start writing again. I've got a comic to make, and maybe someday I'll do the various fanfictions in my head and post those on the comic's website too. I've got an old Legend of Zelda one I started as a teen (or younger? Don't remember) and I've got the small idea for an NCIS fanfic and a shameless Star Trek ffanfic that tries to tie together all the series (except the reboot. Planet Vulcan still exists, damnit!)
And mustn't forget adapting Samantha's songs to my viola and posting them on youtube....assuming I figure out a way to record.... the point is still that I'm more productive when I don't eat tho :p
I'm signing up for my own Kroger card. I feel kinda guilty about it. But it's hard to redeem the points without a physical card, and I don't have one! Mom threw away the ones she didn't need so I have no card unless I borrow hers. Altho judging from the # of points on her card, she doesn't redeem them either. Sigh.
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