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Monday, August 19, 2013

i want hugs

I'm unhappy. Hating work. It's been hell. A new dumbass coworker has been late multiple times and she's so stupid she actually called me up to change the paper in the cash register. The receipt tape. Yea cuz the picture on the printer wasn't enough *headdesk* combine that with her being 4 hrs late today so I was up front and got nothing done..... ugh. She was an hour late on her first day. Then there was a no show and work called her and she was all "I didn't know I had to work. I'm out of town." And she's got 2 days next week scratched off already cuz she's "not available". Ugh. And the older lady got canned after being drunk on the job so I get to handle the greeting cards aisle. Fuck! Ok...tthat would be ok if ALL I diid was the greeting cards..... since I am still expected to run up front and get makeup sales... yea I'm unhappy. Dumbass constanly interrupting doesn't help. Had another food stamp abusing fuctard come in and by 25 2-liter bottles of soda pop with food stamps. And nothing else. That's all he bought. And when I tried to eenforce corporate's limit of 10 bottles per household (or. Whatever cuz you know assholes will just send in different family members) then he threw a fit & got threatening and when he got his way he belittled me saying I'm bad at math.
The food stamp program is supposed to be used to get healthy REAL food in the hands and mouths of the poor. How the hell is Pepsi and Mountain Dew healthy? If I were to try to start a movement for welfare reform to remove soda pop from the food stamp list, would anyone care? Too many peeps seem to think that food stamps belong to the stamp user. Here's the thing.... money belongs to those who earn it. Meaning us taxpayers. Since the money was taken from us & given to the food stamp users then why can't we change the food stamp acceptance policy? We're already setting limits by not allowing food stamps to be used for toys and gaming systems.
food stamps are not earned by the user. They're earned by taxpayers and given to the user in hopes of keeping the population healthy. And wine and energy drinks can't be bought with food stamps so why is soda pop ok? It's sugar and water and artificial junk and caffeine. It's a cheap and low quality energy drink. And I'm tired of my taxes being wasted on junk by these lazy assholes. Get a damn job.

I've been drowning my sorrows in chocolate and Sailor Moon. Some very kind individuals have put the original Japanese episodes up with english subtitles. So I finally got to see Haruka and Michiru (the awful american version called them Amara and Michelle) as they were meant to be. Sailor Uranus and Sailor Neptune are a lesbian couple, and a damn cute one at that. The evil american version tried to make them cousins, and butchered their dialogu to hide the truth, and deleted scenes. If you know my youtube acct I faved my favs ^_^ so I could easily find the ones that made me go Awwwww the most even if onmy phone. Once I'm on computer again I'll post some links. I haven't found all the episodes but I found most of the last 3 seasons so I got enough to realize Haruka and Michiru are freakin adorable. I'll never watch the american version again. I want to learn to draw those two so I can add to the cuteness. There are some cute fanfic on fanfiction,net that I actually want to try to draw. Hah! Like I could possibly be an illustrator! Pffft wake up, Honor!
It's just that my own fanfic ideas are so visual. I'm jotting them down anyway, to see if I can figure out how to paint them with words. I do love writing, but Star Trek is easier to write than this! Wtf?! Perhaps because so much of Sailor Moon is visually based.. ever seen the cartoon? They spend way to long showing the transformations. The manga is just as visual. Huge two-page spreads per explosion. Big pictures showing new powered up costumes. Is it wrong that I prefer the anime? In the manga there is clear devotion bbetween Haruka and Michiru but the cute bantering seems to be missing. I haven't found any yet and I've gone thru half of what Mangafox has posted. My girls are there, but the cuteness is missing. In the anime the girls are teasing each other and making each other jealous sometimes. I am glad to have found the english-translated manga. It answered some questions and gave me a bit more to work with. And sometimes it has a very different storyline. But I want teasing cuteness!
ok I should try to sleep. At least my schooltime schedule is back so I will soon have days off. I must spend those days doing something. I've got 2 comic ideas that need fleshing out, a Sailor Moon fic outlined, and I have an empty notebook to maybe try my hand at real anime style drawing..... just don't ask to see it *blush*

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Rest in peace, dear Tor

Lost another one today. i am sad.
Last night after the visiting dog was taken home.. mom noticed the pretty cat nicknamed Your Highness was acting strange.
Today, my brother came over unexpectedly (good thing my bedroom door has alittle hook so i get warning on those hot nights i sleep in nearly nothing) and he found Your Highness lying in my bathroom in a puddle of his own urine :'(
Tor would never have done that if he was well.
Off to the vet he went. Turns out his kidneys had completely failed. i mean completely. Poisons all through his blood. Mom thinks he hid in my bathroom to die.
And he wanted to die in my bathroom. he found going to the vet, fought the vet looking at him, fought everything.
Which is why i'm always nervous about taking a sick animal in. Can't animals die with dignity too?
So yea... I miss him. He was so full of personality. He made his displeasure very clear. he tore off wallpaper he didn't like and he knocked down half the fake ceiling in the basement. He also broke two lamps during his life.
He was only 11. And i kept forgetting that because he acted so much younger. He was King of the household and he made sure all the other cats knew it.
My baby Ryoshii is 12. Amazing how healthy she is. Sometimes I wonder if it's because she has developed a super-immune system thanks to living in my super messy room
I'm gonna go play Sims and eat chocolate.

Friday, August 2, 2013

superwoman!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3JGqRejaO4
Am on phone so here's hoping I edited that correctly.
Superwoman's newest vid is sooo funny! Maybe that's because I also have those shopaholic tendencies tho. I wanted to shop soooooo bad yesterday/last night but I played Sims instead and redid their house like 3 times. I haven't been completely lazy tho... I did finally finish a comic but I haven't done the commentary or the coding yet. But baby steps are still steps..... right?
Sooooo tired right now. Was having issues with the cellphone not lettinng me pay my bill so I had to use the real computer and since I hadn't registered before... it was one huge headache. But Allure magazine is doing the big August giveaways and they're timed so I gotta be up by noonn my time to even have a chance.
Ugh I have tried out for soooo many giveaways the past few years. Like 100s of giveaways. And I've won 3 or 4 items. 100s of giveaway forms for 4 items? Yea.... cuz it feels like shopping but it's free. I only do the freebie ones. Thus far I've won a Sally Hansen cream blush, a Redken texture spray, and a kickass Sultra straightener with heat spray and leave-in conditioner. I guess I thought it was a curling iron when I tried out for it. My hair is already straight! I kept the leave-in conditioner but gave the straightener and heat protect spray to Bro's girlfriend. She has very curly hair and loves that Sultra. So it's still getting loved ^_^
There is a Sultra curling iron listed in this month's giveaway. I read the fine print this time!
I just love makeup and hair stuff. Probably because they always fit, no matter what my weight is. And makeup is fun. I can make myself look different. The glasses limit just how transformative makeup can be, but I can still hide the dark circles and red nose and make my lips stand out.
gah I need sleep.
Dogsitting again. Not for dad... for a girl Mom babysits for during the school year. This dog is way too energetic. He's a lovebug tho... he's just too damn hyper. Wish I could get him on a treadmill to burn some of his energy off! The cats aren't very happy either, but he's been here before so the bravest 2 cats are starting to watch him from afar instead of just hiding.