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Thursday, March 19, 2015

i'm afraid to hope...

just got a text that jailbird signed a plea bargain? i sure hope so! not like my Mom, sweetheart that she is, has much understanding of these things. She's all heart and very little brain.

but if it is true... he won't get sentenced until the end of july? wtf is this?!!?!? sure he signed it? is this normal??

HE IS GUILTY DAMN IT ALL!!!!

ok look... i've been cleaning out this ancient computer to try to make it work better, find shit he put here and try to get rid of it... and hidden deep in the VLC folder was a movie file from 2010... and it is 58 minutes of a naked 9yr old going through various poses to some music. she's clearly being talked to, but of course the audio was stripped befor the music was added. (am i supposed to be relieved that it's "just" a series of poses? that it could be worse? SHE IS A KID!!!)

guess who was on this computer regularly back in 2010?
yuuuuupppp... he's the one who put the VLC program on here too, although I do like VLC.

and what's more, the child movie file does NOT play on VLC.... yet there it is in the folder. the file actually plays on standard Windows Media Player. and the filename is, and i quote, shit. it is shit.mov and it doesn't play on my VLC.

i ALSO found out that he had set up a Remote Desktop thingy, so when he lived w us in 2010 and had his own computer he was still accessing mine (and technically mine was the family computer back then)

thus far cleanup hasn't crashed anything.... although computer is not going much faster. apparently one of my RAM sticks has just never worked. i'm supposed to have 1GB RAM and for some reason only 512MB is functional. Bro found that out when he opened the case "oh hey there's a second stick of RAM in here wtf?"

so i guess i'm just venting that the BEST case scenario has me stuck in this no-computer-at-home position until august.

meanwhile i continue to try to find a way to take an actual video. the antivirus kept blocking a new pazera freebie, and i've used other pazera products and have had only good things and can't figure how to tell the antivirus that this site is ok. so i had to use my phone to get the program. *sigh* and me without my usb adaptors so yeaaa...

not much else doing..... i'm determined to not get a job until he is moved out. i can't even go back to school very easily because so much is online. it's really pissing me off and i do not want the added stress of a job. my main stress relief is computer games!!!
but i've done the math and my savings will only carry me through to May...which for some reason is exciting as well as scary as hell? like a challenger approaches! see if i can somehow pull this off.

another huge annoyance is how much trouble i'm having trying to get out of a gym membership that i haven't used in over a year anyway. the credit card info was changed on them and they called the credit card company up instead of me, and got the new number and are charging me again!

can credit cards even do that??? can they give my acct info out without my permission?? i mean i talked to the card people and told them don't give my new number to the gym!! and they did!! and they said that there was no way for them to cancel a previously made arrangement!! wtf!?!? so now i gotta do two things... 1 GET EVIDENCE of my trying to cancel (i was sure i cancelled but mayyybe i didn't? well this time i gotta be sure and be able to prove it. because this gym has a history of "losing" cancellation requests and they have reports of refusing to let people cancel unless they prove they moved out of town) and 2 also yell at that credit card because really wtf.

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