argh

I soooo want to quit! Hate that place! On my feet for hours. In pain from it. Almost need to eat so my poor abused body has material to attempt repairs.
tall manager got all harsh orders on the loudspeaker when he ordered me to front register and I already had customers at *my* counter! I soooo wanted to say I already had customers into the loudspeaker. He's such an ass.
and one of the cool but less powerful managers is stuck in the hospital right now with some serious intestinal problem, so tall manager is around even more because he's salaried so work doesn't have to pay him overtime.. and plus he's a moron with activating the sales in the computer. So we have to modify prices all over once the new sale tags go up.
but I need the scrapes of money that shitty job gives me.
so instead of quitting, I changed my schedule and am basically pretending to go to school. I checked the college website so I have all the class session dates and can line up with the actual student coworkers... and yea I'm not set up to get my days off all in a row. At least 4 days, but I'm still stuckn working weekends. This was the first class week.... and thus far I've been lazy. Maybe I'll go hunt down advisors again. But it feels so futile. Maybe I'll just visit campus...my brother is a student and the gamer group still is big and busy. And as weather gets cold I can walk to campus and be inside their buildings instead of wandering the park. So i'd get out of the house and get walking exercise and still stay warm. And maybe write since campus has quite a few quaint little cubbyholes to curl up in.
should enjoy the park while I can though.
But yea, this is my first week of my new predictable schedule and I've just been a total couch potato. Ofc during work I was moved up front for a few days cuz fatass is on medical leave again. Sooo painful up there. I was limping at the end and slept for 2 days. At least I haven't been eating junk. Well the microwave dinners are junk but I've also stuffed myself with greek yogurts and various storebought smoothies. So I have a list of healthy treats that I like. I tried Bolthouse Farms Green Goodness smoothie and OMG NOM!! I think I like it more than Berry Boost! I have small bottles of Naked Green Machine + Red Machine to try soon. And I tried the vanilla flavored organic milk and that I did like. But seems the juiceboxlike packs these single serve milks come in isn't recyclable in my area...sigh. same issue with my coconut water. Something called Tetrapak.... guess I'll hit the internet and see if I can send them out? I dunno....
I finally found a way to stop making a mess with my bedside waterbottle while half asleep... I switched to a cheapo sippy cup. Yea yea go ahead and laugh. It works for me. Stumbling to get a drink from the bathroom just woke me up too much..a water glass would get knocked over and now I have that pricey Sonic Bomb alarm that really can't get wet. And when unscrewing a water bottle i'd often tip it on my bed cuz I'm just that graceful. And wet beds aren't fun, and again i'd wake up and not be able to sleep. So I swallowed my pride and got a cheap toddler's cup. And it's so helpful. When it falls over (thanks to me or my cat) only a few drops come out. I can drink from it while still lying down (once my barely functioning brain finds the spout) and the spout holes are too small for a bug to get into. Ugh I still feel sick remembering seeing all those little flies floating in my water! Blech!!
I found an old old ooold Self magazine that i'd kept for the 30min spot targeting workout inside it. I've been doing a few of the ones that are lying down. Figured it's better than nothing since my lazy ass hasn't been to the gym in weeks. This mag is old though... may 2003 old. I should take pics of the workout and post them here. It'll preserve the workout and I can share!
ok... tired now.