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Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Such fail. Sunday night was fail (like 8 cookies) and Monday ohhh.....
Monday was stress stress stress. A girl had quit like a week before but dumbass store manager didn't bother to get her shifts covered. I worked 9 hours of high stress cuz of the short staffing. So glad he couldn't force me to work 10. When I finally got home I was stressed and in pain.
Talk about a binge. 3 pizza slices and more maple cookies... and then I finished the chocolate coated ones completely. Was like half the box. And some whatchamacallit bars. And ofc milk. And that was after having a protein shake thru work. Oh hell I didn't scrub my bottle out. It's gona stinkkkkk.....
And tonight was fail cuz of the big spaghetti dinner that Mom got free tickets to.
And now I've been awake in the dark all night cuz for some dumb reason my dumbass brain keeps freaking out about dec 2012 "end of the world" and wondering how I'm gonna save all my pets and my Mom if there's some huge flood or something. Floods scare me....my animals can't swim forever and they wouldn't deal with life jackets even if there were life jackets for pets. And the closest I have to inflatables is some air matresses and how can all my family fit and what about the dog's nails and how will we all sleep if movement can capsize the mattress so easy?
why won't my brain shut up?
I'm so tired. So very tired. Can't sleep. And if I do I'll probably have a nightmare. Maybe I'll read Dlisted for a bit...
so tired

3 comments:

  1. *Huggles* I hate hate HATE stress-binges. And your boss is a fucking MORON like VonFishsticks the seafood manager. Her monday night person quit and she's told AwesomeBoss the Deli has to cover it. Oh, I'm sorry VonFishsticks, I didn't realise that YOUR department was OUR problem! /facewall

    He'd better cover her shifts and get a replacement ASAP. With the current global job market I'm sure there will be some takers!

    *Huggles*
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_dates_predicted_for_apocalyptic_events
    Count the times the world was supposed to end by now. Count the ones you've surprised (I've got about 40?). Feel any better? :p If not, work on a Raptor Plan and a Zombie plan. Defeat brainspaz with maximum rediculosity?

    I do understand though. I used to have nightmares about the local volcanoes erupting again. We get more floods and tsunami threats though. I still have nightmares about tsunamis. There are inflatable life preservers for animals, and unless it's a flood of truly EPIC proportions you'll be able to get to the roof and camp up there long before you need to worry about making a raft. Keep your emergency kit in a handy place and you'll be OK. (Mine is in the bottom of my wardrobe, not the greatest place but it's next to the most sturdy wall in the house and at the end least likely to fall down the hill in a big quake)

    Find your local government's page for this thing
    http://www.getthru.govt.nz/web/GetThru.nsf/web/BOWN-7GZTZF?OpenDocument
    It'll be more specific to the hazards of your area.
    Word from Chrictchurch is that crank-powered radios and kinetic torches are the BOMB, and so are water purification kits and hand sanitizer/baby wipes are essential for toilet trips if the water pipes are burst.
    Keep your loo cistern clean enough to drink out of. That's an amazing water stash right there.

    Sorry if that made you panic more. That wasn't the intention. I find that having a general idea of what to do and a kit made up are a good emotional safety net. The fear of the unknown and of not being prepared are what send me into a frothing tizzy so I assume the same is true for others >.<

    Nightmare busters:
    http://ksarchive.com/
    http://www.fanfiction.net/movie/Thor/
    Yup, I ship spirk. And I'm a Loki fangirl ^.^; Have yet to find any really good Seven/Janeway fic :(

    I'd love to find out how far you travel around the workplace in a day compared to your bosses XD Who does more on the shop floor?

    I've had glasses since Primary School too. I stopped wearing them a few years ago when I got sick of having to bend them back into shape after my helmet warped them. I have astigmatism in the left eye, but all it really does is munt my depth perception a bit. You should get an eye exam every 3 years to make sure your glasses are still helping and they don't need to change the prescription. I'll go if you do :p

    Lol I'd better warn you about my halloween costume since there will be pics and I don't want you to bleed to death anime-style
    http://taediumedaxrerum.files.wordpress.com/2008/10/kannagi-0302.png
    http://i242.photobucket.com/albums/ff56/skullard/anime/nosebleed_macro.jpg
    If I fit the pants I'll be going as a pirate (Tight pleather and boob-boosting vest) if not it will be the Punk Angel (Miniskirt and knee-high boots). Ah I'm such an evil bitch to get into a flirtationship with :p You have been warned!

    That Treebeard quote actually made me cry. I could picture both him and you saying it in unison. Treebeard=In my top 4 favourite characters.

    Love you to bits. Little entish bits and pieces. You are wonderful *huggles* Sending you sleep thought and wishings for sweet dreams <3

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    Lol be warned: I get called a horrible tease more than anything else. If Miles comes to the party I probably won't dress up. He seems to take it me dressing up pretty as an invitation to paw and right now I can't stand being touched without wanting to tear my skin off :/

    Pre-Surgery? What did you have surgery for? Was it to mitigate the effect of the womanlies? I've passed out from it a bunch of times, but I've managed to train myself into having a fairly strong stomach so I can stick out the puking stage without much hassle. (It helps that I don't want to eat, but I had to yesterday so I could take the voltaren. Fail!)

    Thank you for the offer but I wouldn't want you losing your lunch at the sight of my yeti legs. I keep my pelt in winter to preserve more bodyheat, and it's not quite warm enough to begin removing it yet :p Lol, gross mental images FTW.

    It's funny about the paper thing. Every time someone buys a paper product they basically commission a tree to be planted. It's pretty much all farmed trees these days. One of our top industries in NZ is forestry! Great investment, forestry. Wilding pines are a pin in the arse but they can be dealt with before they get too big.

    All advent calendar chocolate tastes like arse. The only good thing about them is the pretty shapes. Mine is full of mini snickers and milky way bars as rewards for reaching my word goal for NaNo. A wall of chocolate and I don't want to eat any! WTF?!?

    Even on a swamp the roof will definitely be fine. You could manage with second floor or ceiling space if it's a low flood. Get cheap duvet inners for spare blankets when your department stores have sales? I always have spare blankets, they're handy when people come visit

    Romney terrifies me too. I really hope he doesn't get in. If it looks like it may start heading that way you can come stay with me. Flee the country before they revoke any passports with an 'F' on them. We don't have cockroaches, snakes or big scary land predators. As for my town, an Irish tourist at Elm Lodge said "Bloody hilly. Great place to go if you want to get fit" (The secret to a nice arse and thighs is walking or running on hills ;) )

    Oh, we also don't generally bash/mug/assault/bully people for their religious views or sexual preferences unless they're going to do it to others.

    Oh wow, that's crazy bad nearsightedness. I've heard nothing but shit about your healthcare system. A healthy workforce is a productive workforce and a productive workforce means a roaring economy. It's a no-brainer!

    Sending you tons of love <3

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    I have a few shitty pics, I'll suit up again after I get stains out and get Miles to take full-body shots so you can see the while costume :)

    Oh man that sucks! How much will it cost to fix the windscreen? Those things are a nightmare when they start cracking :(

    Reversing is a vital skill to have. Definitely practise! Pretend you're a shuttle pilot trying to impress Seven ;)

    Sending love and hugs to you <3

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