I decided it's easier to put the new stuff on top.
So I came home and had a lil 300cal tv dinner.
And then binged on 3 peanut butter snickers bars. 3. Three. Fuck. Me.

So I went and saw Mich's blog had an update and just following from there...I read Underwood.
Wow. Fuck. Damn. Wow. Wow. Shit. Wow.
Next time I feel like binging I should just bury myself in her work. I was hooked. Read the whole thing. Loved it. It'll be stuck in my head for a few days. At least it was a finished work. She left room for sequels and expansions tho, and that has me happy.
I don't know if it would be wise to start one of her in-progress works...i'd have "what happens next? What happens next?" Buzzing in my brain and driving me insane.

Anyway I mentioned R took me to college. He's gonna help me finish up, both by translating the confusing uni-speak and by reminding me of shit and occasionally giving me a kick in the ass. And yea, I'm paying him for it.

R has a dream of being a life coach, and I think he'd be good at it. He's good at sussing out what someone *needs* to hear. He's good at encouraging, figuring out the fears holding someone back.
And ofc he's super good at sussing me out. After all these years and all he's seen me thru, I think he knows me better than I know myself. And I also get to help him cuz having a business/working relationship means I'm helping him gain some legitimacy. So we're helping each other.
Tho considering the best-friend discount I'm getting...I think I got the better end of the deal.I adore that boy.

In other news....I want to send that fanletter. I decided I don't care if I'm too old for that sort of thing. Here's my problem....where to send it? Sam's moved out of EW over a month ago...cool, means she can have Caddy live with her again.
And then lilo was sprung from rehab and like within 2 days there were pap vids showing moving vans with lilo shit being moved in right next door to Samantha.*cough*stalker*cough*

Ok maybe it is coincidence. But given lilo's actions over 2009 and 2010, I doubt it.
So even if I could find Samantha's new address I wouldn't want to use it.

Any ideas how to find Charlotte Ronson's offices? Or one of her stores? I believe she lives in New York City so an office or store, possibly even a flagship store should be there?
Ideas? Help? Just need an address!


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I'm back. Not that I went anywhere. Just working and sleeping. Go to work, come home, go to sleep, wake up, go back to work. Hamster wheel. Blah.
Called R up and asked for help getting college finished.
Finally confessed that I'm just scared of what to do post-graduation. What do I want to do with my life? Also I'm worried over how to finish classes. I keep forgetting shit. So basically I hired him to be a secretary-and-drill sergeant. Yeah. And he took me driving.
I also gave him 2 chocolate oranges. I'd already eaten most the 3rd. Bought a lotta chocolate past few days. The leftover xmas candy went 75% off. Fortunately I've given it away pretty well. All the gift boxes and m&ms stayed downstairs w the fam. R got the 2 oranges. I still had the one chocolate orange, a russell stover piece, and a mid-size hershey kiss. Better than eating it all tho.
Cal count as of 5pm is about 210. I don't remember how many cals are in this one-a-day vitamin drink mix tho.
Work break over.... will edit to add later.