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Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Me: this binge hangover is driving me bonkers. I'll have another chocolate binge to fend it off.

Body: What the flying fuck?!? I just...I just got all the shit out... literally the shits... wtf ..I JUST CAN'T WITH YOU! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME YOU EVIL PERSON WTF DID I EVER DO TO YOU!

Me: omnomnom

Body: seriously want to give up but giving up=death and sadly the human body is wired to survive as long as possible. I hate evolution.

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Yanno valentine's day was easy... it's the day after when all the yummy chocolate goes on sale...that's my problem. Oooo yummy chocolates in pretty boxes for half off!
Diabetes is gonna be fun. Hmph.

So I've been binging and crashing. Just now starting to catch up on blogs.
Working over valentines was....fun... too. All the last-minute shoppers bitching about "not much selection"
Well gee dumbass, if you'd gotten your shopping done earlier you'd have had a better selection. Early bird and all that. I hear the same shit on xmas. If you wait til xmas fucking evve then don't bitch about what's left.
And don't do the waiting-for-it-to-go-on-sale bitchfit either. If you REALLY want it, you'll pay full price. That's what the lady who actually bought it up did. So she got it instead of you. Fucking deal.
Retail is perhaps not a good match for me.

Speaking of that demon...I got 3hrs before I need to put my work face on and be a good little wageslave. Possible 3 and a half hours if I push it.
Wow my sleep pattern is fucked.

Night.

3 comments:

  1. Hope you can get back into a good sleep pattern. Fecked sleepies are no fun. Although you do get used to it after a while... or after like 23 years, anyway. XD

    Retail is good for reminding yourself that you are in fact smarter than most of the population.

    <3

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  2. I did the buying chocolate on sale thing too, I tried to only bring 3$ with me.. but then sticky fingers hit.. and I just couldn't get those fancy choxie bars to get off them....

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  3. Hello girls I have returned to blogger after trying to lose weight the healthy way and developing a better mental health I gave up I threw it all away to become "Delicate!!" Threw all my hard work away so I could eat from one extreme to another, to get to my goals quicker!! As many of us do we give up and think it will be easier and quicker to try a stupid diet which you only end up binging and back to square one!!

    I am ashamed of my choices and want to continue down my path of being healthy!! I can not believe I nearly threw it all away!! I have decided to give it my all 100% and nothing less!! I will reach my GOALS but in a HEALTHY way!!

    I too want to look great in a Bikini, in that Little Party Dress, in those CK Jeans but I want to ROCK them without feeling GUILTY, without LYING to all those around me and to not be KILLING MYSELF in the process!! I want to look HOT in ULTIMATE HEALTH and HAPPINESS, I want to have AWESOME SELF ESTEEM and I want to ROCK CONFIDENCE!! I want to earn the JOY of achieving HEALTH - HAPPINESS - SELF ESTEEM and CONFIDENCE the right way not the wrong way!! I want this more than anything in LIFE and I am going to get it !! It is now or never, there is no looking back!! Please support me and I will return the favor!! I choose to follow girls with distorted eating as I feel they understand what I am going through compared to "normal eating" girls they just think I am crazy!!

    http://never----ever----give----up.blogspot.com/2011/02/one-place-to-another.html

    I am putting this every where because I know I will influence at least one person out in this great big world to never give up and to keep trying!!

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