Well I got her email response. Sadly, as I expected, she is straight.
She is also so gay-friendly she was shocked when she first found out gay people are persecuted. Her mother ran a community theater for awhile and loves the theater scene and guess where gays hang out? So she has never thought of being gay as something strange. Some people are just gay like some people are left-handed.

I am sad at knowing I shall never have a chance with her.
At the samee time.....knowing she's not interested is a small relief. I can move on withouut guilt. And I did get my chance to tell her how much I respect her.
Still.....
Sigh. :(

In other news, money is so damn tight I had to choose between World of Warcraft and the gym
*cries*
I hope to be back on WoW soon.

Not sure what else to say. I am sad. But I do also feel a bit braver. It was hard to write her. And even harder to hit Send.
Had like 10 chips ahoy.... bad

Not sure what to do now. R is gonna call around 10 or 11 to tell me about his addiction, a game called Minecraft. I'm playing the free-to-play Classic version right now. Looks like legos. It's not bad. I've figured out how to move around, place things and knock them down. Mining is kinda amusing. You can really tunnel into the mountains.
And I just tunnelled down into a place w metal deposits.
And I'm totally lost.
Hey, I found lava.
Got lost again.
Hey let's drill to the bottom of the lake.
Found the bedrock.
Can't find the place where lava and water meet.
But I did find the edge of the world.

So basically a huge-ass island that you build whatever you want on.
Except a roof.
Bored now. Might be more fun in the full veersion. And it's a lot cheaper than WoW.
Ofc....so is Farmville or so I'm told.
And Samantha Ronson plays Farmville ^_^

Gonna go listen to some music. I should probably work on that disaster of a room. I have clean clothes in trash bags because I have nowhere else to put them at the moment.