Wheeeeee! Mich has confirmed she sent everyone the same necklace! I hope you kept one for yourself, Mich! You gotta be included in the JEWELRY! Friendship, love and JEWELRY! Heeeeeee

I have vague memories of those old Best Friend necklaces. I grew up in a cave and I never had anyone to share those necklaces with. So when I thought we all had the same necklace my brain when to the friendship pearls in the opening scenes of First Wives' Club.

Foodwise today was a disaster. Fucking chips ahoy addiction! Why'd I have to go and eat those? Moron. Hey,being fat is fun!
Body: ummm... No it is NOT! Bleh!
If not for my damn sugar addiction today would have been marginally ok. 100cals of applesauce (I got motts cups to use up) for breakfast. And I took my B vitamins and omega-3 pills yay me :) My protein shake and an 80cal mini bar for lunch. And a 300cal TV dinner with a cup of milk @80cal.. then I fell asleep and woke up just after midnight. Hungry. Had a fiber one bar (gotta finish those up too) and just now finished a can of tuna. My kitty enjoyed me sharing a bit :)
Cal counts a bit high, ok very high, but after a week straight of daily binges I am just trying to step down without throwing my body into shock. Trying to step the carbs down too. I remember how rarely I felt hungry when I did manage to get into ketosis, so I want to get there again . Fucking sugar addiction. I also want to protect what little muscle I have, to lose the fat without losing the muscle. Feel a little hungry right now, mostly thirsty. I've got these 10cal drink powder packets that are glucosamine chondroitin supplements. My brother, who is so damn athletic now he has done 2 triathlons, says the supp will help my ankles. My little ankles often hurt. They're probably just pissed at carrying all this weight.
I was happy to find the supp as a drink mix tho. I hate taking pills. And this gets more water in me. And it has a lemony lime flavor that reminds me of flat Mt Dew. Not as good a taste as real Mt Dew but palatable and better for me. And it goes fizzy like alka-seltzer for awhile. You're supposed to wait until the bubbles stop.
Weighed myself. More than I wanted but less than I was afraid of. Seems I've maintained same weight for a month. Sigh, but better than gaining. Fucking plateaus. Why are the 160s so hard to break through for me? Grrrr...
Wow my supp drink is doing the trick. I don't know why it makes me feel so full. It's only 10cal. I know that a cal-containing liquid takes longer to go thru the stomach than plain water does tho.

Am thinking of joining PrettyThin. I've heard so much about it, some good and some less so, and I'm curious. And I read the About Me that the guy running it posted. And it's kinda cool how he is trying to keep it going after the founder couldn't. He seems to be one of the few non-ED people who is actively trying to understand. And not patronize us. And I want to support that. So I'm thinking about joining.