Am at work right now and break near over.
Breakfast was the rest of the beef jerky. At work I finally finished yesterday's green protein drink (I was too naiseous yesterday) and right now I have more turkey jerky and the slimenergy/teaberry drink. I am blogging just to keep from eating the entire jerky bag.
I don't know how many carbs are in the teaberry but it's only 20 cals and it has some fiber so I'm probably ok. Also picked up some pill-glide hoping it'll make it possible to take my vitamins without applesauce.
K gotta go.. guess I'll see if I can edit later. This post should be short enough thus far.

Home now. Please excuse me while I vent a bit.
Earlier this year.. or perhaps it was last year..time blurs in connection to this guy.. I found ou my uncle was moving in. (One of my uncles, I should say. I have several and except for this one, they are humble and hardworking men)
Anyway turns out this uncle, who was proud of be a Baptist and a bible-pounder and claimed his was the righteous way...he had some very "interesting" pictures of little girls on his computer. And some he had actually taken himself. I'm happy to report that the little girl was never harmed.. these were not "action" shots and she simply thought she was posing for some artistic photos.
But when those photos were combined with his list of aquaintences, especially the ones he made trips out of the country to see, well the government got suspicious enough to seize his photography equipment and most of his computer stuff and take it away for a very thorough searching.
So this bible-pounder has been freely associating with known child pornographers in other countries. And he laughes when he admits he pirates software and movies and games etc etc. He has taught his sons to do the same. And his youngest is a racist sexist homophobe who would make the westboro baptists proud.
So this is the uncle who reads aloud to me some bullshit quote about how taking something from a rich mann and giving it to a poor man diminishes both. He then used that to launch into some grand pontificating about how government should not be involved in charity. That it wasn't the government's job to care for the poor. It was humanity's job to care for the poor (the fact that the government is made up of humans and could count as part of humanity doesn't seem to occur to him, not even after I point it out)
He thinks churches should handle everything charity (I should have asked if he thoguht bush's idea of giving gov $ to "faith-based" groups was a good idea)
Yea cuz a gay person is gonna feel so comfy about going to a homophobic church to get his food that he needs to live.
Or a black person to a "church" where there's KKK members.
What's that? There are gay and black churches too?
Yea.. but do they have the same amount of money to go around?
Exactly. Government is in a position to allocate resources across a greater area. Government doesn't always do this very well, but gov is still better positioned to do it.

But uncle is stuck on this idea of gov vs morality. Mainly that the government shouldn't be involved in enforcing moral ideas (that doesn't stop him from voting republican and voing against my Civil Rights)
I guess he doesn't want gov protecting the innocent either. After all "innocence" and "guilt" are moral concepts.
Heh.. I think he just wants to cast himself as the victim of an overzealous government. He wants to feel justified in being angry at a goverment that CAUGHT him doing something he shouldn't.
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Today I basically ate 2 bags of jerky again. And some more cashews and a cup of milk. Lemme get some paper...gotta figure 3.5 servings since a serving is 1 oz and each bag is 3.5 oz. Then I gotta double that since I ate 2 bags.... 560cal 105grams protein and 21 grams carbs in just the jerky. Geez I need to cut down. While on keto-diets you're not supposed to count calories, that's true... but always count carbs. Between the cup of milk (@12-15 carbs) and the cashews (pure fat and carbs... good fats but still) I'm probably over the limit again. A serving of cashews is only 1/4th a cup and there's a whopping 9grams of carbs in that. Sigh. I fucked up again.
It'll happen though. Even if I don't get up in time to hit the gym I have to walk to school.
And I'll make an egg for breakfast. No sausage this time. Just the egg, maybe 2 eggs, perhaps with a wee bit of milk (I do love milk..sigh) and I'll fry eggs in olive oil if there is any. Otherwise just microwave. Then just one bag of jerky will have to last the rest of the day. Damnit. Maybe I'll just take the green protein mix... I dunno I'll decide tomorrow.