I just took a double my usual dose of melatonin. I open at work tomorrow so gotta get to sleep asap.
Thank you thank you to commenters on last post!! It helps to hear/read your thoughts. I live in not-gay-friendly area. A "defense of marriage"d law is even on the books here. And then the "church" thing and it does wear me down.
I try to be strong.....
Thank you!

I do think there's Something, or Someone out there... but I admit I get that feeling mosst often when I'm wandering alone in a park or something. Just me and birds and trees... Nature :)
And I think the melatonin is kicking innnnnnn...................